Monday, March 14, 2011

01 March 2011

A little peek into how our month is going:



I'm trying very hard not to snap and snarl at her, but I just hate our life here so much it spills out every time I open my mouth. So I find myself annoyed and near hysterics because she needs so much, and destroys so much, and talks so much, and demands so much. The warmer weather means I am in tears every time I hear the thump thump of a basketball on the sidewalk, and that's not her fault. The health insurance is costing us more than we have, and that's not her fault. I despair of ever getting this house in shape to sell, and that's not her fault. Nor is it her fault that the minivan mafia at her school managed to hurt my feelings AGAIN, even after I swore I was done. All of this and more has me wallowing in a pit of despair, and it's not her fault, but we are together so much that she gets to face my fury constantly. It's not making me feel like a very good parent lately.

2 comments:

anotheryarn said...

I'm sorry to hear life's been throwing this road bumps in your path. Minivan Mafia is an awesome descriptor though.

Antoinette said...

Any chance you can rent the house for a year or two? Sounds like you really need to move and get a change of scenery.